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Sunday, August 17, 2025

The Sun — XIX

Spolia Tarot - artwork by Jen May
"Finally we have reached illumination and consciousness. What was hidden is now revealed. There are no shadows, no secrets, and some sort of understanding has been reached.

The command of Apollo's temple is "Know Thyself,"and probably you couldn't have reached that point if you Haden't been dragged through all the darkness that preceeds this card, but now here we are. Knowing ourselves. Whether that's good or ugh at least we know. 

Our little acrobat is holding laurel, sacred to Apollo." 
 -Spolia Tarot, by Jessa Crispin
One obvious difference between the moon and the sun is that the moon is visible during the daytime or the nighttime, but the sun is only directly visible during the day. In fact the presence of the sun IS daytime. The absence of the sun is night. The sun is our source of il "en"-lumen-nation and en-lighten-ment. The Sun trump XIX carries this meaning as well.

Many gods have been associated with the sun, such as Phoebus "bright, shining, radiant" Apollo (Απόλλων Apollōn).
Apollo, the radiant god of light, prophecy, and music, occupies a significant place in Greek Mythology. Son of Zeus and Leto, and twin brother to Artemis, Apollo is often depicted as youthful, handsome, and excuding an aura of divine grace. His association with the sun stems not only from his epithet "Phoebus Apollo," meaning "bright" or "shining," but also from his role as the god of enlightenment. In Greek art and literature, Apollo is frequently portrayed driving the chariot of the sun across the sky, symbolizing his mastery over light and illumination. Helios vs. Apollo/mythlok.com
The sun has surges in the form of coronal mass ejections and solar flares. We could say these fountains of plasma and light/photons resemble laurel wreaths/crowns worn by Apollo and the ancient Greco-Romans. 



Daphne 🌿(meaning "laurel, bay tree") was a naiad reluctantly pursued by Apollo, due to a nasty trick played upon the two by the arrows of Eros. Naiads (from νάειν naiein "to flow, swim") were a variety of nymph associated with "fountains, wells, springs, streams, brooks and other bodies of water."  Therefore, we could say that Daphne, being a naiad (flow-er), is associated with surges(n.) that is "fountains, springs of water(a meaning now obsolete) and things that flow. The surges from the sun are certainly not made of flowing water, however Daphne, though a water nymph, was definitely fire! (at least Apollo thought so). And, plasma and gasses do flow, or swim  〜 out from this source of the sun ☀️ radiating all the light and heat that fuels or nourishes [from the same PIE root, *(s)nāu-, as 'Naiad' and 'swim']  life on Earth. This makes the corona and flares of the sun, like the laurel wreath corona on the head of the flowing haired Apollo, a fitting symbol to crown victors (from Latin vincere "to conquer, overcome, defeat"), or those who are like the invincible(in "not" + vincibilis "conquerable") sun. 


At the end of Apollo's pursuit, Daphne was turned into a tree, and Apollo claimed her in this form immortalizing her presence with him, adorning himself and others with her branches 🌿, thus adoring her. 
"Since you cannot be my wife," said he, "you shall assuredly be my tree. I will wear you for my crown; I will decorate with you my harp and my quiver; and when the great Roman conquerors lead up the triumphal pomp to the Capital, you shall be woven into wreaths for their brows. And, as eternal youth is mine, you shall be always green, and your leaf know no decay." Bullfinches Mythology - III Apollo and Daphne 

Since both the Greek dendron "tree" and English tree, are said to come from PIE *deru-/dreu- "be firm, solid, steadfast," we could say that a tree symbolizes durability and strength and therefore, Daphne, or at least the memory of her and the inspiration of the fiery passion he carried for her, is a symbol of support and strength for Apollo in the form of the laurel(Daphne) wreath which resembles the flowing, flickering, life giving("green") rays of the sun.

    Apollo and the Satyrs, by Gustave Moreau (1826-1898)

The personification of victory is Nike, the goddess of νίκη níki "victory," and νικητής nikitís is "victor, winner, conqueror."
 
Nike bearing Laurel Wreath, at the ruins of Ephesus, Turkey

In ancient Egyptian nekht is "victory, might, strength."

n "water ripple" + khet "branch/stick" (+ kh "sieve/placenta" + t "bread loaf )

It is spelled with the branch / stick hieroglyph (khet/ḫt), which can be used as a determinative for "wood, tree," which ties in well with the branch(laurel) of Daphne in her tree form, being a symbol of victory. And since the n "water ripple" hieroglyph can have the meaning "belongs to" or ny "of, belonging to," perhaps we could say, victory is that which belongs to the branch (n-khet), or is belonging to the branch (ny-khet). And a branch belongs to a tree, that which is *deru- "firm, solid, steadfast," therefore symbolic of nkhet "might and strength," and ḫt / khet "stick" which is the ability to "get" or conquer 💪 . "Speak softly and carry a big stick."

The sun is the light of day and the rays of the sun give strength in the form of life and leaf 🌿.
In ancient Egypt the disk of the the sun (rˁ/ra/re) was equated with the god Ra/Re.
Ra is the Egyptian word for 'sun'. As a solar deity, Ra embodied the power of the sun but was also thought to be the sun itself, envisioned as the great god riding in his solar barge across the heavens throughout the day and descending into the underworld at sunset. World History Encyclopedia 
Ra-Harahkty wearing the Disk of the Sun with Uraeus, 1298-1235 BC, Tomb of Nefertari

Here Ra/Re is wearing the disk of the sun / "rˁ ", called the Eye of Ra / irt ra, encircled (wreath-ed) by the Uraeus/Iaret "rearing one" / "raised one," the cobra often found on the crowns of gods and pharaohs at the place of the inner  ir "eye", like an alert(rearing) or open(raised) eye


Both cobras and eyes are hooded (phanin). When a cobra is raised its hood is open (and has markings that look like eyes) and it becomes visible (phaneros); it comes to light, and when the eyes of a person are open, the hoods(lids) are raised and the eyes are revealed (phaneroó); the lights are on! Bright eyed and bushy tailed! Rise and shine! 👀

The goddess Wadjet

This cobra, the Uraeus/Iaret, was a symbol used for the goddess Wadjet "the green(papyrus/wadj) one." So perhaps we could call her Verdant.

Wadj "papyrus,green"

Wadjet was a protective deity also associated with the symbol known as the Eye of Ra, aka, the right wadjet eye [below].
Eye of Ra - Wadjet - represents protection, royal power, good health ("greenness")

So even though the ancient Egyptian sun god is masculine, he like Apollo, is adorned by the feminine goddess; the "eye" of the sol "sun." Which we could say is the ayin "eye, sight; spring, fountain [Hebrew]" of the sun. We experience the sun by this green (generative, life-giving🌱) energy that flows(naiein) from it. The life-giving energy naiein from the ayin. It springs from the spring. In ancient Egypt this power was personified in the Wadjet eyes.

And green means go 🟢. These eyes are action, like the hieroglyph of the eye implies, which has the meaning "create, beget, make, construct, do, act." 

Eye Hieroglyph ir, iri, image by Julie O.

So we could say that the Eye of Ra is the "creative power" or "action" of Ra, the sun, and that this creative power is green, i.e., generative, causing growth (causing one to rise), like Wadjet.

Generally the sun is a highly positive symbol due to this creative, life giving nature, providing energy to the world, however, the sun can also be harsh. It is intense. It is an extreme "eye" of heat.
On the one hand, the eye of Ra was seen as an almighty force of protection that could ward off impending danger, keep people safe, bring balance and order into the universe, and offer its incredible healing powers. Yet, as a fierce protector, the Eye of Ra also had the power to instill great fear into ancient Egyptians, who believed it could bear witness to acts of depravity and issue out violent and destructive forms of punishment. This duality can be read as a comparison with the way Egyptians both revered and feared the sun, with its life-giving and devastaitingly damaging properties. What is the Eye of Ra?Egyptian Protection Symbol - thecollector.com
Compare the Hebrew word used in the Bible pertaining to the "Tree of the Knowledge of good and "evil" ra' רע, from ra'a' רעע "to be evil, to harm, to afflict, be displeasing," spelled with a resh (developed from a pictograph of a head 👤, rosh "head; chief; top; beginning; first") + ayin "eye" 👁, which has similar word elements and symbolic elements as the Eye of Ra, although with negative connotation. The ayin "eye" of  ra' "evil."

The Eye of Ra, Wadjet, had her fierce aspects as well, as nbt nsr "Lady of Flame," or we could say as a srf "inflamed, moody"(seraph) snake, she was a virulent spitter of fiery poison(virus) in her defense of Ra against his enemies.

Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face, with stars to fill my dream.
I am a traveler of both time and space to be where I have been.
To sit with elders of a gentle race this world has seldom seen.
Who talk of days for which they sit and wait
When all will be revealed.  . . .

Oh, all I see turns to brown
As the sun burns the ground.
And my eyes fill with sand.
As I scan this wasted land.
Tryin' to find, tryin' to find where I've been . . .

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
like thoughts inside a dream.
Heed the path that led me to that place, with yellow dessert stream.
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again.
Sure as the dust that blows high in June, when moving' through Kashmir [Sanskrit ka "water" shimīra "desiccate" (compare above shmm/šmm "hot, fever" + ra "sun"] . . .  -Kashmir, Led Zeppelin, 1975
. . .

This duality of the Eye of Ra could be likened to the duality of the human ego which is a necessary sense of self for the human experience, but can also be a destructive force. What wells up from within radiates or shines out of a person,

 like the rays of the sun for good or ill.

Tarot de Marsailles
Satisfaction, accomplishment, contentment, success, favorable relationships, love, joy, devotion, unselfish sentiment, engagement, favorable omen, a good friend, high spirit, warmth, sincerity, achievement in the arts

Ra is the solar eye that emerged from the cosmic egg. The I am (ego sum), number one (I), the Ich "I" from the Ei "egg". Or the eye from the egg. 
O Ra in his egg[swHt], shining[psd] in his disk[itn/Aten], rising[wbn] from his horizon,
floating on his sky, whose abomination is evil [isfet "injustice, chaos, violence, disorder," opposite of ma'at], 
raised on the supports of Shu, without equal among the gods,
who gives breath of flame of his mouth,
who illuminates the two lands with his power of light, . . .
The ego, from Latin ego "I", same as Greek έγώ, is not the eye, but rather the "I" (a shortening from Old English ic said to be from PIE *eg). The ic "I", or, in ancient Egyptian ink "I" is the egg or source of our practical, rational, decision making personality.


The sol "sun" is the core, the heart (cor in Latin) and soul (animus) of the engine which is our sole source of solar energy, our solus sol, only sun, rising anew each day at the crack of dawn. Wakey, Wakey, eggs and bakey!

In Hebrew labab has the meaning "inner man," the "heart." 
The term denotes the inner core of a person—the seat of thought, will, conscience, and emotion. Unlike modern Western usage that restricts "heart" largely to feelings, the Old Testament use  לבב to describe the totality of inner life. Scripture consistently treats the heart as the decisive arena where covenant faithfulness or rebellion is settled. Lebab, Topical Lexicon: Central Role in Hebrew Thought

And the labab or leb "heart" 💟 is an organ associated with love 💗[from PIE root *leubh- "to care, desire, love"] which has lopsided(asymmetrical) lobes or swellings. The heart, like the sun (from PIE *sawel-🌞), is central to our entire existence. Swell!

Halloween Tarot, artwork Kipling West
"Exuberance, happiness, success.Simple pleasures. A purity of spirit and mind. A good partnership or marriage."

Things that are solaris "of the sun," are "sunny," and tend to give solace or solari "to console, soothe, lighten," like a full belly and good company. But just as the sun can not give life if there is nothing to shine upon, the heart can not love if there is not someone or something to love. It is in relationship/partnership that the sun truly shines! The heart of the sun is fulfilled in serving life. 
Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life [ψυχή psuché "soul, life self, inner being, heart"] for one's friends. Jn.15:13 NIV
The sun gives/causes (dw) or "dews

 

"ankh = life" upon the world.

Aten "disk"- Ra "sun" with radiating hands holding ankhs

If not for radiating or "flowing out" its life giving rays upon the Earth, the sun is just a unrelenting ball of flame (full of hot air), and apart from the story that the sun plays in the Earth's drama, as the Light of the World, and giver of days and seasons, the sun is just a roiling hellish furnace hurtling through space. 
The Sun trump XXI represents joy and happiness, but the joy and happiness of the sun does not lie in simply BEGING sunny(hot🥵). In order to truly shine, it must be sunny in service 🌞. Our happiness too, lies in service. Service, from Latin servus "slave," may be a kind of slavery or bondage, but we are always in bondage to something by our very nature. To be created as a human is to be in a condition where we are bound that is we bua "dwell"[from PIE *bheue- "to be, exist, grow"] in change and growth, which is a product of our physicality [also from *bheue-], that is, our bau "building, construction, structure, i.e., architecture," or beingness

Our being(esse), essencesum "I am" as a created being separate from God(who is uncreated and unmoved) means we are less than God who is Being itself, I Am Who Am, which seems to imply that we are less than perfect. Our beingness is the cause of what is, i.e., what be, i.e., the truth, veritasalétheia, our reality. Awareness or knowledge of this "reality" of our separation from God is the very(true) cause of sin ("sin" which is said to be from a form of *es- "to be") which is fault "deficiency" or fallen nature. In this way, original sin (the "state" of being we find ourselves in CCC 404) is a product of the original "ill" lumination" which we are all born into. Our enlightenment 🐍, the eating of the ets "tree" of the daath "knowledge" of towb "good" and  ra' "evil",  "opened our eyes" 👀💡 and made us TO BE "like" God [Gen.3:5], but also seemingly less than God (only similar to or a simulation of), and thus, is the source of the "reality" of our present servitude to sin (our 'sin'ular situation, the 'sin'ulation), but also, finally, the reason why we will attain to something greater; namely Christhood.

artwork by Julie O./chthonickore

"O happy fault'
O necessary sin of Adam

which gained for us
so great a Redeemer!" 

Thus what was "belonging to the tree", was a sneaky or snakey nike "victory," a sníki snike! 

For we, in communion with Christ, are made to be, fully human and fully one with God just as Christ is fully human and fully one with God. Therefore we are made to be perfect (teleios "perfect, mature, complete), or are completed as a mature creation in Christ 🐣 (and therefore experience a new reality 🐛🦋/a new sum [sharing in the divine nature]) as Christ is perfect and the heavenly father is perfect. Victory! 

Just as the sun (in relationship to the earth) goes to darkness and is reborn in the morning yet is not deficient. Similarly, we, made in the image of God, suffer darkness, and hope to rise at the dawn of the new day as the remedy to our sin-suation which is really just a simulation "a false show." When we are a completed (new)creation, the context for the darkness shifts. It was only nighttime, not evil. However, it is a process; 🌞🌚🌞 = 1 Day.  The son of God is our example in this and thus our savior. "He made him to be sin who knew no sin." 2Cor.5:21

And no servant is greater than his master. If the creator shines upon us as our sun giving us life, we too must shine upon others to be "like" God. Otherwise we are not like God, but like something else. 👿
 . . . whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant,
and whoever wants to be first must be your slave—
just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life [psuché] as a ransom for many. Mt. 20:26-28 NSV
We must bud 🌱🌱🌱 if we want to be Buddha "awakened, enlightened" to higher consciousness. If you are not a servant to others, you are still a servant, but to yourself (the end of which is death). True enlightenment is this knowledge, "It is in giving that we receive." Giving is the Wenceslas *vetye-*slavu- "greater glory," or the better slavery.

1 Good King Wenceslas looked out on the feast of Stephen,
When the snow lay round about, deep and crisp and even.
Brightly shown the moon that night, though the frost was cruel,
When a poor man came in sight, gath'ring winter fuel.

2 "Hither, page, and stand by me, if you know it, telling,
Yonder peasant, who is he? Where and what his dwelling?"
"Sire, he lives a good league hence, underneath the mountain,
Right against the forest fence, by Saint Agnes' fountain."

3 "Bring me food and bring me wine, bring me pine logs hither,
You and I will see him dine, when we bear them thither."
Page and monarch, both they went, forth they went together,
Through the cold wind's wild lament and the bitter weather.

4 "Sire, the night is darker now, and the wind blows stronger,
Fails my heart, I know not how; I can not go longer."
"Mark my footsteps, my good page, tread now in them boldly,
You shall find the winter's rage freeze your blood less coldly."

5 In his master's steps he trod, where the snow lay dinted;
Heat was in the very sod which the saint had printed.
Therefore, Christian men, be sure, while God's gifts possessing,
You who now will bless the poor shall yourselves find blessing.

Solstice IXX - Winter Wonderland Tarot, by Joshua Franklin and Aaron Franklin 2022

Acting as "slave" to others is a salve, both to the other and to the self. 

A slave or a servant can be help(n.), as in the sense of a server (from French servir "to help, stead, avail"). It is in this way that Daphne was of service, or help to Apollo. Atree (*deru- "firm, solid, steadfast") the memory of her put Apollo in good stead (from *sta- "to stand, set down, make or be firm") or steadied him with the kind of courage or heart that drives one to victory. As the remembrance of Christs' coming (Christmas), death and resurrection, which is mirrored in the story of the death and rebirth of the sun at winter solstice (*sawel- 🌞+ *sta-), is our Yeshuah/Jesus, that is, "salvation, help, saving; aid, victory." 
The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light; they that dwell [are in bondage / exist (*bheue-)] in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined[nagah]. Is.9:2 KJV

also, 

The people that walked in darkness, have seen a great light: to them that dwelt in the region of the shadow of death, light is risen[nagahIs.9:2 Douay-Rheims 
 
Shining has the sense with the ancient Egyptian hieroglyph "shine, glitter, rise"

of a power that is radiating out from the source of light, the sun, as it rises in the sky. "Rise and shine, and give God your glory, glory!" 


wbn "rise"- w "chick" + b "foot" + n "water ripple" + "sun w/rays" determinative

It is an illuminating and enlightening glittering glow (both from *ghel-(2) "to shine") similar in meaning to the Hebrew word nagah used in the passage above "illumine, cause to shine, glitter, enlighten." And we could say this shining energy is "green"(causing growth, either physically or spiritually), or khlorōs/chloro- "yellow-green" (also from *ghel-(2)) like young green shoots as in[Chloe/'glo-e'🌱 [compare Latin virga "young shoot" 🌱; viridis "green"]
[chlorophyl/'gloro-phyl'] . . .


or glowing. The glow rays of the sun are a sign of glory like the shinning crown of light, or "sun crown" (ancient Egyptian, kha raḫˁ rˁ  👑🌞 sounds like a very guttural 'glory' or 'crown' 
 on the head of Apollo or Christ, 

Apollo with Chlor-ius Daphne and Christ with Glowing Lamp both Adorned with Shining Crowns of Light 
For thou art my lamp, O Lord: and thou, Lord, wilt enlighten[nagah] my darkness. 2 Sam. 22:29 Douay-Rheims
or the khlorōs/chloros 🌿 "pale green; fresh" laurel wreath encircling the head of Apollo. Which would remind us of Wadjet the "green one," the snake goddess🐍, the Eye of Ra/Irt Ra, the Iaret "risen one (grown up ↑)," adorning the head of Ra. 

Re/Ra with Ureus/Iaret

Reminding us also of the nagah "risen, shining"sun. So we could say the Eye of Ra/Wadjet is a nagah "risen" 🌞 nachash "snake"🐍 or nāgá 🐍Sanskrit for "snake/cobra,"and is symbolic for the action/doing (ir "eye") of God,  or God's glory.
And the LORD said to Moses, "Make a seraph ["fiery, burning"] and set it on a pole, and everyone who is bitten, when he sees [raah] it, shall live." Num. 21:8 

So Moses made a bronze[or brazen, brass, copper] serpent[nachash, from nachash "enchantment, spell"] and set it on a pole. And if a serpent bit anyone, he would look at the bronze serpent and live. Num. 21:9

So this serpent was medicine


or a salve or solvent for sin and a bringer of victory(yeshua) of life over death. In other words, the bronze serpent gave(begot iri) greeness or was a green eye, Wadjet

And as Moses lifted[raised] up the serpent in the desert, so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him, may not perish; but may have life everlastingJn. 3:14-15 Douay-Rheims

who is symbolized by the Ureaus/Iaret which was a nagah[risen/shining✨] naga[serpent]; a seraph.

"She's got the power to heal you never fear! 
Oh, she's got the power to heal you never fear. . ." 

This shining snake shined(nagah-ed) the healing power of God. That is a serpent with sizzle ♨️

"Flame" (so, similar to Heb. Ur "flame," from  Or "light"), Latin Urere "to burn")

So we could say the doing(👁 iri) or dw-ing(🤚giving) of God snaked 〜 from this nāga 🐍 or naiein-ed "flowed 〜" from it like the shimmering rays of the sun, 

As Moses donned the serpent in the desert, so Christ dawned(owr), so that by his example; that by gazing upon him or considering him, raah, we could grow ↑ to maturity, causing victory or health, i.e., Yeshuah/Jesus. Help us! Yasha' na'Hosanna 🌿🌿🌿!

To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his footsteps. "He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth." When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly. "He himself bore our sins" in his body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; "by his wounds you have been healed." 1 Peter 24:21-24 NIV

Rays of light Shining from the Sacred Heart(cor) of Jesus

And all these things, i.e., saving, health, help, victory, enlightenment, illumination are definitely the cause of sunshine, that is, joy and happiness  . . .



. . . in the end. First you might have to sweat it out a bit 🥵. But when you finally experience who you are as Christ (beingness without sin), it's brighter than sunshine!🌞
that they may all be one, just as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they may also be in us, so that the world may believe you have sent me.
The glory that you have given me I have given to them, that they may be one just as we are one, Jn. 17:21-22
This is who you are.



Tuesday, October 8, 2019

Twilight Time

What is this enigma; twilight? 

A simple definition:
twilight
  1. 1. 
    the soft glowing light from the sky when the sun is below the horizon, caused by the refraction and scattering of the sun's rays from the atmosphere. 

Twilight; Woodland Hills, August 5, 2016, 8:24 PM, photo by Julie O. /chthonickore 

 However, anyone who experiences a sunrise or a sunset knows that twilight is much more than a simple phenomenon of physics. It touches us on a subline level of the soul. It is a time between light and dark, day and night, rising and falling. It is a junction, neither day, nor night; the two meet briefly in ballance, they take a few steps together, and then one vanishes . . . but in their mysterious merging, they become something very unique. 



Pacific Coast, Ventura, December 20, 2014, 4:12 PM, photo by Julie O. /chthonickore

Crepuscular means "pertaining to or resembling twilight", from Latin crespuculum "twilight, dusk", related to creper "obscure, uncertain", from Proto-Italic *krepos "twilight", which is itself of creper (uncertain) origin. Maybe a bit like creepers, those shades of the night who hide in the shaddows. Shade from,
Middle English shade, shade, Kentish ssed, "dark image cast by someone or something; comparative obscurity or gloom caused by blockage of light," from late Old English scead "partial darkness; shelter, protection," also partly from sceadu "shade, shadow, darkness; shady place, arbor, protection from glare or heat". . . [OE]
People sometimes dress up as "shades" wearing sheets, so it is funny that these creeps who might appear at crepuscular times could be described as being "crapey". Crape meaning "a light thin fabric with a wrinkled surface is from Old French crespe "ruff, ruffle, frill", therefore like a veil, as is the twilight being a time between, the tween time; liminal.
Limin meaning "threshold” in Latin.

It is often in these ephemeral moments such as twilight that we are most acutely aware of our state here on earth, as creatures subject to time and change. Everything is in constant change and movement; cycles, cycles within cycles, spiraling out into endless space.


There is a fifth dimension beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, between science and superstition, and it lies between the pit of man's fears and the summit of his knowledge. This is the dimension of imagination. It is an area we call The Twilight Zone

It is a potent time, yet subdued. Fleeting yet timeless, still, muted, yet often bright with brilliant colors filling the horizon at the juncture of the vanishing sunset.

The Sun moves no more quickly at these junctions, yet we are more acutely aware of its movement as it touches the horizon than at other times of the day. It is not surprising that during a total solar eclipse we also experience a mystical twilight. It is only during these fleeting moments that the majesty of the sun's corona (crown) is revealed. We grow pensive in this half light. 
On hiding, the sun, which a moment before made everything twice, thrice, a hundred times greater and better with its complexities of the light and gold, now leaves all things, without the long transition of twilight, lonely and poverty stricken as though one had exchanged gold for silver first and then silver for copper. The town resembles a musty and valueless copper cent. How gloomy and unimportant the streets, the squares, the tower, the mountain roads. - Platero and I, Juan Ramón Juménez, translated by Eloïse Roach
According to the Online Etymology dictionary:
Exact connotation of twi- in this word[twilight] is unclear, but it appears to refer to 'half' light. . . Compare also Sanskirt samdhya 'twilight,' literally 'a holding together, junction,' [and] Middle High German zwischerliecht, literally 'tweenlight.'" Twilight [OE]

      Topanga, CA, June 4, 2018 , 7:41 PM, photo by Julie O. /chthonickore

So it is unclear what the original connotation of the "twi" in twilight is. However, it does make sense that this word would have the connotation of half light (1/2), -twi being related to the PIE root *dwo meaning "two," as in twice, twin, twine, and the German zwei "two", zwischen "between, zwielicht "twilight". 

But perhaps there is more to the story. . .

Looking at another word meaning twilight shows that there is another sense in which we might say this 'in between' light is related to the word forming sound 
-twi.
Gloaming is from Old English, glamoung meaning "twilight, the fall of evening", from glom "twilight", which is related to glowan "to glow" (hence, glow of sunrise and sunset). [OE]

So twilight is also named after this time of glowing. 



     Pacific Coast, Ventura, Dec. 24, 2014, 5:03 PM, photo by Julie O. /chthonickore

It is interesting, then, what is said about a seemingly unrelated word, seismic (as in seismic activity, or an earthquake). 

Earthquakes are powerful and also awe inspiring. The goddess Durga had seismic powers.
Upon encountering Durga, Mahishasura underestimated her, thinking: "How can a woman kill me, Mahishasur-the one who has defeated the trinity of gods?" However, Durga roared with laughter, which caused an earthquake and made Mahishasur aware of her powers." -Devi Mahatmya, www.dscourse.in/durga
Goddess Durga, fighting Mahishasura, the buffalo-demon, Early 18th century, Picture of the "Guler School"

The word Seismic is from the root seismo-
word forming element meaning "earthquake," from Greek seismos "a shaking, shock,; an earthquake," also "an extortion" (compare colloqial shake [someone] down), from seiein "to shake agitate, sway; to quake, shiver" from PIE root *twei- "to agitate, shake, toss; exite; sparkle" (also source of Sanskrit tvestai "to excite; to be excited, inflame, sparkle," and Avestan words for "fears" and "fright, danger"). [OE]

Therefore, seismio- being from *twei-, seems phonetically or by pronunciation to be connected to twi (the supposed root of twilight), because we say the “seis” in seismic with a long I sound just as we say "twi” in twilight. 

Certain words coming from seismo have to do with a kind of agitation of light, seemingly, rather than just having to do with shaking; such as, sparkle, inflame. So in that sense this *twei- may have connection to the naming of the time when deep fiery colors overwhelm the horizon. These colors can have an intensive and definite glow to them.

Another seemingly unrelated word in concept to twilight is the name of the star, Sirius. Stars are usually associated with night rather than twilight, yet the appearance of stars (and also planet "stars" like Venus) at sunrise and sunset are actually historically very important dates and times. 


Anton Raphael Mengs 1765 Hersperus As Personification of the Evening Star
Starlight star bright

first star I see tonight

I wish I may

I wish I might

Have the wish I wish tonight

In ancient Egypt, the 
star Sirius, the brightest star by magnitude, was looked for in the twilight after a 70 day absence (being hidden by the brightness of the sun during that phase). This heliacal rising (rising just before the sun) was important to the ancient Egyptians because it indicated the time of the annual inundation of the Nile which fertilized the black land and made growing possible, and it was celebrated as the New Year.
The first sighting of Sirius and its association with the rebirth of the Nile was so important that its heliacal rising marked the start of the Egyptian calendar year. Heliacal relates to the stars proximity to the Sun (Helios in Greek), at the time, Sirius made its first appearance in early July as seen from the ancient capital of Memphis, but due to the procession of the equinoxes, the star now rises into view in early August. Sky and Telescope; Sirius
A stellar Goddess, possibly Sopdet[Gk. Sothis, Latin Sirius 'the Dog Star', (Sirius also discussed here)], from the tomb of Seti I, c. 1300 BC

Therefore, the appearance of a star at its heliacal rising has to do with, and can be associated, by experience, with twilight. Not only is the sky bright and glowing at twilight, but the stars themselves; the stars that having been journeying in the underworld (absent from sight), can be described as shinny and sometime sparkling [remember one definition of PIE root *twei- "sparkling"]. So if star = sparkling we could say twei-light [twilight] is the majestic time of the appearance of this prominent starlight. Especially given the fact that a possible etymological origin of Sirius is also connected to the *twei root.
Latin Sirius rom Greek Seirios, said to mean literally "scorching" or "the scorcher" [*heliacal rising heralding the "dog days of summer", Sirius being found in the constellation of Canis Major]. But other related Greek words seem to derive from this use, and the name might be a folk-etymologized borrowing from some other language. 
An Egyptian name for it was Sothis [*actually Sopdet is the transliterated name from the Egyptian, and Sothis is the Greek rendering of this] Beekes suggests it is from PIE root *twei- "to agitate, shake, toss; excite; sparkle[OE] *my addition
Also, being associated with the underworld, death and rebirth, and thus the liminal; junctions, crossroads. The process of mummification interestingly, took around 70 days, just as the star Sirius spent 70 days in the underworld before its heliacal rising. The Egyptians were believers in resurrection of the body and life after death.
The ancient Egyptians' attitude towards death was influenced by their belief in immortality. They regarded death as a temporary interruption, rather than the cessation of life. To ensure the continuity of life after death  people paid homage to the gods, both during and after their life on earth. When they died, they were mummified so the soul would return to the body, giving it breath and life. Canadian Museum of History, Life After Death
  Resurrection scene from the tomb of Maya in Saqqara XIX Dynasty, Photo; ahramonline.

But death is always a solemn time, sometimes painful, sometimes frightening, at other times gloomy; death is a time of transition, and therefore a time in between; a kind of twilight time for a person; transition from life in this world to life in the next. Even the "good-est" of deaths dim the light in our lives, if even just for a time. 

As we see this from the death of Jesus. It is called Good Friday, but it really was a bit gloomy, as well as awe inspiring. It certainly shook things up when this 'Son' set.

And when Jesus had cried out again in a loud voice, he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook, the rocks split, and the tombs broke open. Matthew 27:50-52
Gloaming of the Christ, by Julie O. /chthonickore, 2003

Some people theorize that there was a lunar eclipse near the time of Jesus' death. And the gospels tell us that following his death there was an earthquake, and the curtain in the temple, the veil between God and man was split. At the time only the high priest could enter beyond the curtain to the Holy of Holies, and even then, only once a year to offer a blood sacrifice for atonement. We could say the curtain being torn down the middle illumined the liminal space, or barrier between God and human. The son was then placed in in the tomb and rose again on the third day. Just as the sun reaches a death and rebirth point at the winter solstice, and each and every day this drama is replayed in the microcosm of the day, i.e., The Day; day, night, morning; one day. The sun sets, day turns to night, light to darkness, and then rises again gloriously each morning. 
O happy fault that earned for us so great, so glorious a Redeemer. 
O felix culpa quae talem et tantum meruit habere redemptorem - Catholic Paschal Vigil Mass Exsultet

Depending on one's perspective and purposes, the light going to darkness is good, it is evil, or it is neutral, or even all at the same time. But one thing is true, without the darkening; without night, there is no morning.
One is fruitful only at the cost of being rich in contradictions . . .
Man ist nur fruchtbar um den Preis, an Gegensätzen reich zu sein . . . Friedrich Nietzsche, GötzendämmerungTwilight of the Idols

The ancient Egyptians even personified this drama of the sun, attributing the different stages of the sun's travels with certain gods. Interestingly, the god of the setting sun was Atum. And we call the setting or twilight of the year, when the light and dark momentarily meet in perfect balance, the autumnal equinox; and the season autumn.
Atum, Ra, Horakhty, and Khepri, made up the different aspects of the sun. Atum was the setting sun which traveled through the underworld every night. He was also linked with solar theology, as the self-developing scarab who represented the newly created sun. As a result he is combined with Ra (the rising sun) in both the Pyramid and Coffin texts as Re-Atum he who "emerges from the eastern horizon" and "rests in the western horizon". In other words as Re-Atum he died every night at dusk before resurrecting himself at dawn. . . In this form, Atum also symbolized the setting sun and its journey through the underworld to its rising in the east. Ancient Egypt Online; Atum

So, twilight can be both glowing and bright, but also somber and gloomy, reminding us of our own fleeting day, the day of our life, and our mortality.

Mom's burial, Feb. 15, 2019, Gloomy and Rainy. Why are people Glowing and Smiling then? Is this a Funeral or a Fun–eral?, photo Julie O. / chthonickore

Gloom (n.), is said to be,
. . . of unknown origin; perhaps from an unrecorded Old English verb or from a Scandinavian source (compare Norwegian dialectical glome "to stare somberly"), or from Middle Low German glum "turbid," Dutch gluren "to leer." Not considered to be related to Old English glom "twilight." [OE]
Gloom is related possibly to a word meaning "to leer" wich we could also call a kind of glare; a glare as in "a stare." A different kind of glare is the what the glowing light of the sun might create at the gloaming. And when a person glares they often narrow their eyes. If the eyes are analogous to the sun, then this closing of the eyes, is like the sun winking just above or below the horizon, which creates this atmosphere of gloaming, glare, and gloom. 

However it states that the etymology of "gloom" is not considered to be related to "glom" twilight . . . yet the origin, is unknown

Since the twilight can be described as both glowing and, also at times, a bit solemn or gloomy we can make a connection between these words, gloom and glomthrough the phenomenon of twilight. 
Twilight = Gloaming -> related to Glow
Twilight is Glowing 
Twilight is Gloomy
Gloaming (twilight), can be both glowing and gloomy at the same time. So glow and gloom are connected in the experience of twilight.


Twilight Tree, painting by Ailis O'Reilly, 2016, photo by Julie O. /chthonickore

Also since it is said that seismic (seismic events being events that can cause great fear and awe which we as also we could say of eclipses), is from root *twei- "to agitate, shake, toss; exite; sparkle", which is also the root of Avestan words for "fears" and "fright, danger," it's not crazy to think that gloom could be connected in some way to gloaming "twilight" and glow, seeing as how gloom (n.) itself can be the cause of sober or somber contemplation, and can inspire a state of internal gloominess or twilight, then places in between earth and heaven, matter and spirit, are brought to mind, which could be at times, frightening, even shaking us to the core.

In distillation, the 6th process in alchemy the substance is agitated (*twei-) or excited by the distillation. When a substance is heated in a distillation tube there might be sparks, and sparkling "shine as if giving off sparks." Spark (n) is from Old English spearca "glowing or fiery particle thrown off," from Proto-Germanic *spark- . These words call to mind the time when our bright shining sun (star) fades from view and other sparkling stars appear in the sky. The stars themselves are very agitated, i.e., always in explosive movement; fearful awe inspiring energy machines. Distillation itself is a sort of a *twei- light, or seismic (shaking) event. We could also say that distillation in its  psychological description is related to twilight.
[Psychologically] Distillation is the agitation and sublimation of psychic forces is [sic] necessary to insure that no impurities  from the inflated ego or deeply submerged id are incorporated into the next and final stage. Personal Distillation consists of a variety of introspective techniques that raise the content of the psyche to the highest level possible, free from sentimentality, and emotions, cut off even from one's personal identity. Distillation is the purification of the unborn Self– all that we truly are and can be. Alchemy Lab: Distilation 

 
     The Sower, Vincent Van Gogh, 1888
To prepare for the final stage, [during Distillation] we need to purify the spirit to make sure that it is free from any destructive forms of ego. Here we are planting the seed for the unborn transpersonal self – one that is free from the distinctions of the collective and the individual. To help it grow one has to nourish it – which can be done with various forms of contemplation, spiritual ritual or meditation. –Labyrinthos.co 
So much information distilled to make this post! I feel rich!
Oh, twilight, I knew I loved you so! I will surely meditate in thy light!